Prologue
Hunstanton, England
October,1499
Willow made her way down the garden path between
overhanging lilac bushes and late-blooming roses, glancing over her shoulder to
be sure no one had seen her. She
need not have worried—she was a master at slipping away without anyone
noticing. Pursing her lips, she
wondered again at the fairness of it all. She
grew weary of meeting in secret, always at night in the camouflage of the dark.
But, she told herself, anything was worth seeing her beloved again.
Soon they would be married, and all the sneaking would be behind them.
A wayward lock of reddish-brown hair flopped over her forehead, and she
coaxed it back up, praying it would stay in place just a while longer.
Her
beloved, Rutherford Sedgeworth III, waited for her just beyond the gate.
It was at his insistence they meet this way, as he didn’t want to
enrage his father by being in a relationship with a member of the Bluthe family.
The gate loomed before
her, and Willow quickened her steps. She
tightened her shawl around her bare shoulders.
The nights grew chilly and she certainly couldn’t continue meeting him
throughout the winter this way. No
matter. With the news she had to
share, their marriage would be forthcoming faster than anticipated.
She reached the gate,
and it opened with a slight creak. A
voice from the darkness called her name. “Ford?”
she answered in a whisper.
“Over here.”
She saw his form step
out from behind the shrubbery, illuminated by the light from a small lantern.
He put the lantern on the ground and held out his arms to her.
She ran and threw
herself into his embrace. They
hugged, then kissed with a passion only forbidden lovers could feel.
She loved the way he smelled—like the exotic French soaps his family
imported; an exotic mixture of spices. Her
fingers ran through his thick, blonde hair, mussing it the way he always
chastised her for, but she didn’t care. They
were together again.
He took her hand and
motioned to the bench. “Let us
sit. I have something to tell
you.”
“So do I.”
She followed him to the bench, smoothed her gown, and sat down while he
remained standing. Bursting to
relay her information, she blurted out talking at the same time he did.
They both paused, gave a nervous laugh, and he motioned to her.
“Go ahead—ladies
first.”
“Well,” she started,
“I know your father wanted you to obtain a bride with a large dowry.”
“That is sort of what
I wish to talk with you about,” he interrupted.
“Nay, let me
finish!” She swallowed hard,
hoping her voice wouldn’t fail from the excitement.
“I have been keeping something from you.”
“Indeed?”
He sat down and took one of her hands.
“Pray tell, what?”
She was so thrilled she
practically bounced. “I have been
saving money; a great deal of it. I
believe I have enough for . . .”
“Money?” he again
interrupted. “You are only
sixteen. Where did you get any
money?” He furled his eyebrows
together in suspicion.
She paused in
uncertainty. “Does it matter?”
He stood back up,
expressing distrust, and paced in front of her. “Well, aye, it matters!
I mean, forgive me, Willow, but ‘tis common knowledge that your family
is . . .”
She jumped to her feet
in righteous anger. “My family is
what?”
“You know as well as
I. Your family is poor, living off
the good graces of others. Hell, my
own father has loaned your father money.”
“Which my father paid
back.”
“Well, aye, but the
point is . . .”
“Aye, what is the
point?”
He lowered his voice in
capitulation. “Willow, let us not
fight. We have had this
conversation before. You know how
my father is."
She again smiled widely.
“That is what I have been trying to tell you!
I have enough money for a dowry—a large one that even your father shall
approve of.”
He folded his arms.
“And again I ask where you got it.
You haven’t resorted to stealing, have you?”
His insult made her face
flare with indignation. “Nay!
How dare you imply that! I
have been . . .selling things.”
“Selling things?
You mean, your family heirlooms? I
would think anything of worth would be gone by now.”
“Nay.
I have been, er, making things that people want to buy.”
An amused smile consumed
his face. “Willow, I rather think
that selling needlepoint and quilts would not amass a great sum of money.”
“But . . .”
“Besides, ‘tis a
moot point. My father has arranged
a bride for me, a wealthy one with a dowry I am sure you could not match with
your silly little nest egg.”
She felt her heart drop
into desperation. “What?
Are you telling me you plan to marry another?”
“‘Tis simply a
business deal. You know I love only
you; my marriage shall not stop that.”
Stinging tears began to
form as fury choked her, making it impossible to swallow.
“Ford, what are you saying?”
“Willow, we both knew
this moment was coming. ‘Tis . .
. cute that you tried to save some
money for a dowry, it really is. I
am flattered. But, we both must
face reality. My father shall
ne’er accept you as my wife. Hence,
that leaves only one alternative.”
As his meaning sunk in,
her emotions went from despair to outrage.
“Are you asking me to be your mistress?”
He put a hand on each of
her shoulders, looking at her like a father would a disobedient child.
“Now, Willow, do not be so indignant.
Many women of your standing have . . .”
“My standing! No Bluthe
woman has ever been made a mistress!”
“I am sure that was
before your father lost all his money. Face
it, Willow. You are not going to be
getting many offers, not with your family’s financial status.
You love me, and I love you. After
I marry this woman, my father cannot control my actions.
Who I take as my mistress is not his concern.”
She shook off his hands
and stood up tall. “And ‘twill
not be me”. Large tears began
falling down her cheeks, and she sniffed in an attempt to control them.
“Now, Willow, you do
not mean that. You are just upset.
I promise I shall not love this woman.”
“Just who is this
unfortunate soul, anyway?”
He drew up in surprise,
as if he didn’t expect her to ask that. “Um,
a lady Christine Bollings of Cambridgeshire.
Ne’er heard of her. Anyway,
I promise I shall be loyal only to . . .”
“Bollings?
Of Cambridgeshire?” Willow
narrowed her eyes in thought. “My
father has spoken of her. She was
rumored to have her sights set on one of the Cameron sons.
My father is acquainted with Baron Cameron.”
“Cameron?”
He snorted in disbelief. “I
do not think even she could nab a Cameron. My
Lord, they are one of the richest and most influential families in England.
And see, there is my point. Willow,
I love you, but you simply do not have the social standing I need for a wife.”
Her tears gone, her face
set, Willow stepped back in determination.
“And yet you would invite me to your bed. I think not. You are a slimy pig, Ford. I cannot believe I ever thought I loved you.”
She turned and began to walk away without looking back.
Ford grabbed her and
twirled her around. “You are not
just walking away from me like this! Who
do you think you are?”
“I thought I was the
girl you loved, the girl you promised to marry as soon as you could convince
your father of your true love for me. How
hard did you try, Ford?”
He just lowered his gaze
and fell silent.
“I thought as much.
Could not speak up to your domineering father, could you?
Of course not, seeing how you are the biggest coward that was ever
born.”
He raised his head in
anger. “Do not speak to me so!
I am a Sedgeworth!”
She shook her head.
“Wrong. You are a lowly
worm, not worthy of any woman’s love, certainly not mine.”
She turned and briskly strutted away.
It took him a second to
realize she had just rejected him. “You
will be sorry,” he yelled after her, his voice shaking with rage.
“You shall come crawling back, begging me to take you in!
Just wait!” His words fell
unheard, as she was already gone from his sight and his life.